Struggle of Leaving

I am having a really difficult day. I want to go, but am really struggling with leaving. Things are drawing close now. The commissioning at church has happened. I saw my brother for the last time before I leave. It was a busy weekend and now it is all sinking in. These next weeks are really going to challenge me. I keep reminding myself to finish well. This last chapter has been tough but good and should end well too. Thanks to those of you who are praying. I really need it.